Day 334
334 days sober today with no activity in my inner circle. Now THAT's funny.
Prior to that milestone date, I seriously doubt that I had been three days sober from my middle circle activities since I was about eight. If I had thirty four consecutive days from my inner circle over the last few decades, I would be surprised.
The change between my ears is remarkable. It's not perfect, and I really haven't figured out how to spend this newfound mental capacity in the most efficient ways, but I now live with freedom and choices that were lost to me for most of my life.
I'm not sure if I can explain why that's funny, but it definitely makes me smile, and that's a start. I never want to be disrespectful to the people I've hurt by appearing to be cavalier in any way about what I've done, but sometimes idiocy is just idiocy; I don't care who you are.
–JR
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